and then she said, "okay, thanks for the luck". That's when I knew nobody cared about me even my kids. the eldest even betrayed me and deleted all my messages sent to gf and deleted her reply to gf. maybe im the worst parent? maybe i dont deserve to be loved. I did my best caring for them. what did i do to deserve this? How did I raise such uncaring and unempathetic children? I feel like I have made 1,000 steps forward and 10,000 steps backwards. I am back from the beginning but I am comforted by this quote: